Waiting for Nothing

Ask me anything   -18, female
-Sparklehorse, Elbow, Miike Snow, MGMT

I broke my heart a long time ago. Perpetually waiting for love but never really getting up and taking it. Don't come after me; I promise to gun you down and step on your wings. I'm a cold bitch. But vulnerable, if you know what to hit me with. I like to believe I am an independent person though I depend on my friends a lot. Also I am currently letting my hair grow out. And I'd like to visit India one day and have my mind blown. I'm usually willing to spill my guts. If you ask I will tell, in the most dramatic way possible.

"I woke up and all my yesterdays were gone."

"Does it make you jealous that you're a dead old skank and my life is just beginning?"

Who ever had a good childhood? Not me. Not my friends. No one from our generation had a good childhood. We grew up without role models in our homes. Either you were never perfect enough or you were too porcelain or your parents just didn't give two shits. We're all so apathetic cause it's all we've ever known. I was raised to think the world cannot be changed: "fuck that, let's get high and play videogames." Danger was so restricted that now we all seek it out. We like to feel ourselves bleed. We're a bunch of masochistic bastards, and that is so fucked cause none of us ever stood a chance to begin with.

never met you but i miss you

(Source: distortionghost)

— 3 months ago with 18 notes
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    Today is the anniversary of the death of a Supersonic poet called Mark Linkous. R.I.P.
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    never met you but i miss you
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    I hate it that he’s gone
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